Wanted to write

Its been ages since my last post on this diary and in that time I have been sad, elated, depressed, and happy too. Lost my dad Las yr and this yr was pretty much spent in remembrance. Yet, in the corner of my heart I knew my father was happy and free from pain. Pain that drives us crazy, makes us do and say things we regret later. It is pain that stops us from living.our lives.completely. I am.being morose, aren't I? So its going to be my new yrs resolution..... No more looking back and crying. Hopefully I will able to keep up to my word